| A new beginning, |
[Nov. 11th, 2009|04:52 pm] |
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Boy am i glad that everyth's over now. From O's to you & well to YOU. Like literally, i cant believe you're so moronic to even try to cover up a lie which had alrdy been exposed. Like honestly, are you retarded or what? Omg, i swear. Never to look at pretty faces. Urgh, tho you're handsome (well to me), you fucking omg A for a mother fucking bastard. I am so fucking angry right now i just feel like burning up your whole house. Angry angry angry >=/ I just hoped throughout this whole drama, i dint made anyone upset or anyth xept you. Omg, you fucking boy. _l_
Ps. I cant w8 to meet up girliees later ;)
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|11:33 am] |
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A dream that can't be real. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|12:00 am] |
I've been thinking alot this few days.
I am feeling so insecure, feeling empty.
Maybe i been looking at too much dramas.
Or maybe there is nothing to occupy my mind now.
Making me think alot.
Everytime when i get back my results,
I told myself its okay, the last one is o level.
But now, idk what i can tell myself.
Though i am trusting God for the best,
But i know, the paper is done bymyself.
I should clearly know what i know and dont know.
I became so afraid, about my future.
About the course i can take and etc.
I am no longer confident about my result.
I should've work harder.
When i took back my prelims result,
i purposely hid it somewhere,
cus i was afraid that my perents would see.
The first time where i got such results.
I was ashamed of my own results.
A great fall.
But nevertheless, they found out.
And kept asking me why.
I eally dk what to reply.
I felt the worse for getting such results.
I didnt want it either.
I suddenly felt like leaving in an empty hse.
Family communications is always a problem i'm facing.
till today. I fail to talk to them.
I really dk what to say, what to do to please them.
I tried ,, i really did.
But i just felt that there was no understanding, no care.
It's so difficult to talk to them about how i feel.
Insecure about a hundred and one things.
Feeling that there is no one to talk to.
O levels is going to be over after tmr.
i dont feel a tiny bit of happiness .
Every year this time, i'll think what have i done.
but i dont feel like i accomplished anything to be proud of.
It's been a long long, tiring year......
Really lost...
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|11:26 pm] |
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Cause everytime I can't,
She can. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|07:59 pm] |
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Stayover @ airport! :D  Whoo Physics MCQ was alright today :) If all my answers that are the same as Bapau's ones are correct, I'll get 35 ;) Hokay not gna let my hopes get too high! Still got one last paper one Friday. Gna meet my 3 beloveds for lunch tomorrow before they go for their LAST paper :( And, no one believes I can wear my newly bought 11cm heels! Hahaha. Okay picture time! ;) ( Read more... )Oh and I'm not going overseas anymore, I wonder why I feel happier this way :S Alright off I go, good luck for those having your last paper tomorror! ;) Bye <3 I guess so too.
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|06:44 pm] |
I think this vid is damn nice. Unique :D
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|06:32 pm] |
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TESSA TEO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ENJOY YOUR PRESENT. HAHAHA. |
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| Jacket jacket :D |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|12:03 am] |
 Oh man, Physics MCQ tomorrow :( Shall post some pictures, not all though, too many alr :D Oh I just read Bt's twitter and I remembered this when we went out: T: EH MY SHIRT NICE OR NOT, I JUST BOUGHT IT YESTERDAY! BT: Ok lah, is I <3 what? T: I <3 Zara! BT: OH, buy from where? .... Okeydokey picture time ;) ( Overdued! )It's funny how you think you actually mean something to someone, and they just turn around and prove you wrong. |
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| back to the future |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
LINDSLEY IS BACK FROM NEW ZEALAND! HELLO COUSIN! :D |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|09:27 pm] |
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Geog's finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :) I'm so so happy. I never want to see it for the rest of my life. Okay,one more paper and i'm free. :D I'm so tired. I'm going to sleep. I'm so glad my food in cafe world didn't rot :D Alright,i'm going to sleep now. Wait,i'm going to play bejeweled first. Hee. |
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| Lets plan an accident |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|07:12 pm] |
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Sweeeeeetttt! :)
I'm mighty excited to catch this. Jolie films are always kick butt!(Y)
It's been said that Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie are gunna be in a production called 'The Tourist' hoho!
Depp and Jolie in the same movie is gunna be spectacular!!
Anyways, heard that there's gunna be a biography book about her coming up later this year.
Geez. As if those stupid tabloids arent enough. People have nth better to do, making her sound like a witch.
Well, sorry to Jolie-haters. To each her own eh?
i simply adore this woman. Period.
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Coincidence, coincidence. Caught my 2 boiz at the bus stop today. haha. Dad came to pick me home and so they got a ride to Downtown East.
Shit ass cold right now. It's probably the time to start wearing jeans to school. haha
It's barely mid of november, and people are in Christmas spirits alr?
Weirddd. haha. Hope Christmas this year will be a good one. :\
Still, it's better not to have any expectations.
Been humming songs for the past few days! Creepy much? Omg. haha, i am not crazy.
Today, i laughed to myself 3 times! Atthe thought of a really funny memory. Ahhhhz
bloopblooopbloooop!
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| Knock you down |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|07:24 pm] |
I suck at suppressing.
Went Bugis today with Ah fat, waste of time, did not even spot anything nice.
Still forced to board a packed bus 80, like constantly kenna grind by ahpeks.
Both our faces super lethargic so didn't snap any picx. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|05:35 pm] |
I'm starting to miss O's, no joke. I love how we'll all spot topics or themes or characters and have the 'OMG YOU SURE THAT ONE WILL COME OUT, IF DON'T COME OUT DIE' feel.
:)
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| Throwed face. |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|04:55 pm] |
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"OH JESSICA TOOK THE TISSUE AFTER THE ARCHBISHOP PUT THE OIL ON HER. DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHA.
THE TISSUE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FOR THE ARCHBISHOP TO CLEAN HIS HANDS. LOL."
FROM PAT'S lj. OMG THROW MY FACE CAN ARCHBISHOP OK.. SOMETHING TO REMEMBER FOREVER. |
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| Confirmation 09 |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|04:32 pm] |
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More pictures up! for jiaxin to see also(: JIAXIN CREAT FB SOON K.
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|03:29 pm] |
Cover for Use Somebody - Kings Of Leon.
Nice.
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| Touch my hand |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|11:39 am] |
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My throat is hurting like mad and my head is spinning, I had a bad night.
But heading out to look at dresses in 30 mins' time :)
I'm still not over the fact that O'S ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Picx soon (:
Love is to let go and not stop it from slipping away if it has to.
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| Post-Confirmation. |
[Nov. 8th, 2009|10:39 pm] |
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FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Total embarrassment overcomed! :D
Thanks to Nic, Alexine, Maryanne, Larissa, Boonting, Tessa for coming! :D [Jillian too HAHAHAHA]
I thought the whole thing was gonna be disastrous [it kinda was] but cos everyone came I felt much better. (:
OH JESSICA TOOK THE TISSUE AFTER THE ARCHBISHOP PUT THE OIL ON HER. DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHA.
THE TISSUE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FOR THE ARCHBISHOP TO CLEAN HIS HANDS. LOL.
Laughed like crazy and had a lot of fun in our little deserted corner during dinner.
Sam, Melissa, and I missed our chances. ):
Anyway after dinner headed to Macs with Alexine, Tessa, Boonting, Maryanne, Larissa, Jillian and Nic for ice cream/more food.
Hahaha Maryanne got a little toy that everyone thought was dirty. Cheap thrill LOL.
Truth or Dare after that! with Boonting's pro pro i摸.
Played till 10 plus, did a lot of crazy things, and I rubbed noses with Maryanne. HAHAHA.
Overall, today was fun! :D Thanks to everyone who came, I ♥ you all
& thanks Larissa for going all the way out to the dark dark field and wishing Jillian & I a happy confirmation(:
I HAVE FCKING PAIN BLISTERS. ARRRGHH.
OH WAIT I FORGOT.
Leslie: "Eh my sister looking for you."
Pat: "Oh, your JIE ah?"
Leslie: "Ya ya, my jie. -face-"
Pat: "Ask your brother join in the picture also la."
Tracy: "..LesLIE!!!!"
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
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| Confirmation day 2009 |
[Nov. 8th, 2009|09:42 pm] |
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Started preparing from 12.30 plus onwards. super kiasu i know hahaha.
Had my confimation todayyyyy SCARIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I was so nervous.. like my legs were shaking while i was trying to put on make up ok.
Arrived there late, had photo taking class by class. Everyone looked so pretty and handsome:DD (yes, including YOU pat.)
After that mass time!! Sat next to my godma, pat and her godma.. Nervous throughout! Our archbishop so cutee!! Right boonting?? HAHA. My father was practically stalking me with cameras and video cameras. Finally came the time i was sealed with the holy spirit :D I was so happy.
Then came dinner time. weather was realllllyyy warm! But no choice. A whole group of us girls dragged chairs to one corner and we sat in a circle. Fun Fun.
After that went with jon and boonting to buy naughty G hahahaha i stole their drinks instead now im super awake.
Took lots of photos with confirmants, girlfriends<3 teachers(Di Di AND JIE JIE)
I will be waiting for their pictures to be uploaded by FACEBOOKKK.
Here are some for now.:D
 
 
OMG I JUST MET JON <3 YOUUU :D
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